“To you, O Lord, I lift up my
soul.” Psalms 25:1
While all of
us share some with some, most of us tell all to none. The reasons vary. Too risky.
Too redundant. Too revealing. But just because we don’t share, doesn’t mean
they aren’t there—those hopes, fears, and feelings which mix in our souls and
make us who we are.
Our lack of
disclosure is often wise (everybody doesn’t need to know everything), but there
is One to whom we can divulge all the details and it still be good. “To you,
O Lord, I lift up my soul,” David declares(vs 1). “In you I trust, O my
God,” he exclaims(vs 2). Those around David didn’t understand how he
felt. They didn’t sense his fears or
know his faults. David was lonely and
troubled (vs16). He was miserable and had messed up (vs18), so he looked to God and lifted up
his soul. “My eyes are ever on the Lord”(vs 15).
“Pour out your hearts to him,” David instructs us, for God can be totally trusted(Ps.
62:8). He won’t turn on us or
against us. He doesn’t shame us or shun
us. He listens; He loves; He will never
leave. Such security gives us confidence
to confide in Him, to disclose our anxieties, ambitions, and inadequacies. We don’t do life well on our own. God knows we need His help, so admit it and
ask Him. “Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth
and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long”(vs
4-5).
Be honest
about who you are, and be honest about what you’ve done. God knows all your sin—past and present. In the goodness of His grace, He has wiped it
away, so don’t let guilt get in the way. “Remember
not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love
remember me, for you are good. For the
sake of your name, O Lord, forgive my iniquity, though it is great”(vs 7,11). Since you can’t hide your wrong from God, hand
it to Him and let Him handle it.
You will never
tell God anything He doesn’t know, but He will tell you much you need to
know. “The Lord confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known
to them”(vs 14). God whispers
Himself to those who are close, to the ones who communicate with Him and
cherish Him. Such intimacy is not
awkward but amazing, and is the deepest desire of both God’s heart and ours. Lift up your soul and be fully known and fully
loved.
Do some
soul-searching about your soul-sharing.
Life is
best when lifted up.
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